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i don’t really feel like talking
\ni know you’re a thin membrane away
\na short breath away from a connection
\na spark i just can’t bring myself to strike
\nand i sit up here and watch
\nthousands of feet up
\ni know you know i’m here
\nand you’re there
\nbut i don’t feel like talking, baby
\nnot tonight
\nnot tonight
\nnot tonight<\/p>\n

no, tonight i think i would rather stay inside myself
\nand hurt for a little while
\nand burn<\/p>\n

enclosed and safe and remote, a baleful eye in the sky
\nwatching
\nwatching
\nwatching<\/p>\n

tonight i think i would rather stay up
\ni can’t afford to dream\n<\/p>\n

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